I feel like I've been kind of missing.
It's only been two days but I feel like so much has happened.
I will be breaking up with my boyfriend soon. I don't know how soon. But soon.
I do this thing when I don't want to be with someone or friends with someone, where I just start being really antagonizing. It's nice, because then I don't have to do the relationship-severing. But like, I'm a bad person.
On a similar note, I really want to hook up with this other guy. I'm not going to cheat on my boyfriend, trust me. But I've wanted to hook up with him since like the last time we hooked up.
So like pretty much how it looks is that I want to break up with my boyfriend, just to hook up with this other guy.
And that's partially it, but not completely.
I'm just tired of being in a relationship. How sad is that? We've been dating almost three months. That's just pathetic. I mean, it's my first actual relationship, but still...
The scale dipped below 225 today. It's a really shitty scale, it's not even digital, so I don't know how much I trust it.
I think I'm going to have to go buy one of my own.
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To be honest, I completely understand that. I do both the antagonizing, and the relationship-tiring. So, like, we're bad people, but at least we aren't alone. Besides, I still have hope that someday I'll find someone that I'll actually let hang around for more than a few months. Hook up with him, he sounds delicious. Live vicariously! Haha. Congrats on the dip! It may not be a reliable scale, but fuck it, take the little victories.
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<3 Lee
Hey, it happens. At least you're being honest and doing the right thing by waiting until it's over before making a move.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on breaking 225! Even if you're scale isn't 100% accurate, but if it keeps dropping, that has to mean something, right?
Take care <3
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