Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Finals week.

Pulling my second all-nighter in a row, for no real reason other than I can't sleep.

I finally tried Adderall. 10mg, not too much. A happy finals gift from my sorority grand-big sister. She gave me five and a half pills to get me through finals. I have one pill left, and I'm going to be sad when it's gone.

I've personally suspected for quite awhile now that I have ADD/ADHD. I'm going to talk to my doctor about getting tested this summer.
Also I love that it keeps me from fixating on food. And when I do eat, I get full really fast.

Not a whole lot new to report. My life is boring. Been smoking a lot of weed. Stole a grinder from a frat house. Best decision of my life so far.

Haven't weighed myself in quite some time.
I'm kind of scared to.

Also, it's funny, I just realized. I am three months purge-free. And it makes me feel really happy.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Life is like the most unfair bitch in the world.

All of my cousins, female, are fucking beautiful and thin and always have boyfriends and are going places in life.

And then there's me.
Fatty McFatpants over here.

I'm just gonna go crawl in a hole..
I mean, to find one that fits my fat ass I'll have to find a sinkhole, but whatever.