Among my frivolous thoughts, I believe there are beautiful things seen by the astronauts.

Thank you guys for your wonderful comments. <3 I really do appreciate them.

Sorry it's been so long since I last posted.
The title is from the song "Angels" by Owl City (the new album is amazing).


So what have I been doing?
Let's see...

-Gaining weight
-Bingeing
-Pretending I don't care that I'm hideously fat
-Secretly hating the new girls at camp for being pretty and skinny
-Eating more
-Sleeping too much
-Not working out

Also, I have a nasty rash on my arms. I have no idea what it's from, but it itches like no fucking other.


Camp hasn't started yet, I still have a week to go. On Saturday, we had staff work day.
For those of you who care: yes, K is still goofy and adorable.

I'm really worried about this summer and the new girls and what's going to happen.
I like where I stand with everyone right now (pretty much), and I don't want anyone to replace me.

And I want to be the person everyone adores.




But fuck, that won't happen while I'm still fat.
I'm a disgusting human being.

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(There are no words to describe how much I love Lights.)