I'm going through my first set of finals at college right now... I have one exam today, and two exams and a performance project tomorrow. Then I'm done. And oh my God, I can't wait to go home.
I know when I go home, I say I can't wait to leave... I don't like BEING home... But I like going home. It's comforting, and all my food is paid for, and I have a car, and there's no one telling me that I should go out drinking the weekend before exams (I didn't).
Right now, I weigh 184.6, after one full week of not purging, and two straight mornings of running. I should clarify, it's not exactly running. It's more of a run-until-I-can't-breathe then walk then do the run thing again. I go from my res hall to one of the academic buildings and back, it's approximately one mile. I'm getting sick too, which sucks.
I've been eating relatively normal meals.. I make it to breakfast every day, eat hash browns and scrambled eggs and usually some fruit. I want grapefruit so bad.. And cherries... And strawberries... That's another thing I like about going home. There's fruit and I can eat it and it doesn't sit in my minifridge and go bad because I don't feel like washing dishes.
So yeah. That's my life.
Thank you guys so much for your amazing comments. I love you all.
Oh, and @Ever; I looked up the poem you told me about... Fell in love. I was bawling for a good ten minutes. Thank you.
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I'm proud of you! Try not to let your dad get to you this time, okay? Good luck on your exams, I know you'll do well :) Keep on keeping on <3
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