I eat and eat and eat.
I'm back up to 224, but I'm pretty stable here.
I want to be down to 200 by the summer I think.
I mean, I really want to be down to 160 by the summer, but we all know that won't happen.
I don't have any willpower.
I don't go to the gym.
My metabolism is fucked.
Last night, I vomited through my nose.
Not like, trying to purge or anything, just sometimes I get really bad heartburn if I have too much ketchup, chocolate, greasy food, or dairy (all of which comprise the majority of my diet), and I kind of puked a little.
And because I was leaning over the sink, washing my face, it came out my nose.
Gross.
I'm gross.
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I think you're way to hard on yourself. The first official day of summer isn't till June 21st- so I have complete faith that you'll be able to reach your goal by then.
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