Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Sense of Impending Doom

It feels like my world is crashing down, like everything is going wrong. Like nothing I do is right. My heart is racing, my head is spinning, I feel like I'm going to pass out or throw up or both and my hands are shaking.
It's hard to sleep.
It's not hard to eat but when is that ever a problem?

But nothing's wrong. There's no crisis, there's no problems. Everything is fine. It's stagnant. It's not moving.

I want to run away.

1 comment:

  1. You're not alone, Charlie. You've put into words exactly how I've been feeling this last little while. I wish I could tell you, "it gets better." Chin up, darling <3


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