I hate being sick. Especially when it gets to my throat, because then I can't sing. And singing/playing the guitar are the only things that consistently make me happy every single time.
@PrettyLies; For the month of January, I only have one class from 9 to about 11 every day except Wednesday, so I have way too much free time. I spend most of it sleeping though. :)
@Sam Lupin; I can't even handle you. Your comments make me giggle hysterically and I think people think there's something wrong with me. ;) With what I binged last night, I might as well be a giant fucking cookie monster too haha.
So yesterday, here is what I ate:
-Egg
-Toast
-Yogurt
-Chips and homemade salsa
-Chicken noodle soup
-Froyo with shittyawful, calorie-filled toppings
And then I got high...
-1 and 1/2 bagels with cream cheese
-Like 1/4 of a cheesecake
-2 pieces of bacon
-A turkey&bacon sandwich, white bread, mayo
-Tons and tons of orange juice
Before my bingefest, I weighed 222.4, in clothing. After, I weighed 225.6, in clothing.
I barely slept at all last night, so I was worried about the scale this morning. Luckily it was 221.4. So I don't have to hate myself quite as much today. I think I'm going to go have another can of chicken noodle soup (120) and try my best not to count the calories in orange juice today.
the cookie monster has Klinefelter's syndrome (XXY) because i'm sure he has female fat distribution. the dude - did you see how big his hips is? fuck. they're like mine. i'm all thinny top part then BAM. HIPS. LET ME HAVE YOUR BABIES THEY SCREAM.
ReplyDelete"-Like 1/4 of a cheesecake" cheesecake has no calories because it's made with fluff that's what i tell myself
liquid calories are the demon. that's what's the demon.
i'm a horrible restrictor. in fact, i ate 4000 calories in Nutella today. *oops* like literally ate 4050 calories. so don't detest! if that makes you feel better!
-Sam Lupin