@Sam Lupin, I'm sorry if I worried you. I have been working pretty hard to eat healthy (granola bars are my current vice).
I want to lose weight by exercising and eating right, and my new job allows me a free gym membership.
Now, usually I'm so tired from my day (which is only five hours, so I don't know why I'm always so tired...) that I take naps in the middle (I work 7-9 and 3-6) and go to bed super early. So I'm trying to find time in there to work out. Hopefully I can get my life together and work out in the in-between times. I would like that a lot. I miss being strong and I miss running.
I hate running.
But I miss being able to run without the pain of shin splints.
The struggles of being fat.
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Well... I figured it out.
The answer to my recent bout of sadness is quite obvious now.
Thanks to the steady stream of blood gushing from my... Well, you get it.
I would really like to lose some more weight soon. Yes.
Thanks to the steady stream of blood gushing from my... Well, you get it.
I would really like to lose some more weight soon. Yes.
Saturday, September 12, 2015
I'm very sad.
I don't really have a whole lot of words right now.
I just started a new job and I have no idea what I'm doing.
I hate living with my parents.
I hate not being in college.
I feel very much alone.
Basically, with this job, I ended up with a position that puts me in charge of an entire before/after school program. So I have to make all the lesson plans and themes and do all the paperwork and I wish that I had been hired for the lower assistant position because I have literally no idea what I'm doing.
Nothing I do is ever good enough for my dad.
I miss my friends from college. I feel like I don't have any friends here. The people I work with are nice, but I want to go back to when things didn't matter and I could just live how I wanted.
I hate everything about myself.
I just started a new job and I have no idea what I'm doing.
I hate living with my parents.
I hate not being in college.
I feel very much alone.
Basically, with this job, I ended up with a position that puts me in charge of an entire before/after school program. So I have to make all the lesson plans and themes and do all the paperwork and I wish that I had been hired for the lower assistant position because I have literally no idea what I'm doing.
Nothing I do is ever good enough for my dad.
I miss my friends from college. I feel like I don't have any friends here. The people I work with are nice, but I want to go back to when things didn't matter and I could just live how I wanted.
I hate everything about myself.
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